My Sorrow
Friday, July 9, 2010, 3:22 – 4:40 a.m.
My dear son, I am now in front of you. You have real intention to ask me, on your sister’s behalf, about what she has been experiencing, right? My answer: It is the Heavenly Father’s kindness to allow your sister to feel the deep mystery of my “Rosary of Our Lady of Sorrows.”
You will never understand until you take part and acknowledge why my whole life was so full of sorrows that no human being could bear them.
When I have offered myself to be the Lord’s servant, I had only trust in His will. When I suffered greatly, my heart accepted that it was His will to kindly sanctify me in this world. So I willingly accepted it.
I want you to know that during your worst suffering, there is one person who suffers more than you. I suffer because I love you my children. It is the love of every woman’s instinct.
I still suffer when my duty on earth was complete. I suffer greatly when I see you ignore the Heavenly Father’s love, my Dearest Son and open yourselves up to fall into sins.
You don’t know how sad you made me and those in heaven feel every time you committed a sin, especially when you said no to your conscience and willingly chose to commit a mortal sin.
Human beings’ sins are pitiful images. Know that at those times I was with you and understood your thoughts. I saw your actions. Think about how I felt at those times.
You often recklessly let yourselves at risk of committing mortal sins with pride that you would be able to control everything. My dear children, my heart almost broke into pieces every time I knew about your decision to willingly commit a mortal sin.
Do you know that I and those in heaven had to turn our faces away from the sins you committed in front of us? It was the most horrible image when we saw you willingly hurt your souls, down to the lowest level.
You said no to my warnings. You denied the love and goodwill of my Dearest Son.
You will never know how much sorrow I feel when you willingly choose the destruction of your own souls.
Nowadays, there are several forms of media that lure you to commit sins. Don’t you realize that these are the work of the devil? And you think that this is fashionable.
You are being enticed to be familiar with them to the point that you think it is normal, just like you need water when you are thirsty.
Don’t you realize that this stuff is taking possession of you and becoming a part of your lives?
You are erroneously deciphering my teaching because you are listening to the voice of the evil spirit in your minds. If you decipher “being in the state of readiness, making the best of today and being in the present” as the way to gain benefit and happiness for yourselves, it is not the path leading to heaven. On the contrary, you are choosing the path to the eternal darkness.
Think and realize how far you have strayed from the path to heaven. And this is my sorrow. The sorrow from not being able to stand seeing your souls dirty with sins.
You don’t know that every time you committed a sin, the devil and his minions and evil spirits clapped their hands and shouted with success that they would have your souls to be with them for eternity.
Don’t be reckless, my dear children, because there might not be tomorrow for you to convert and make up.
Have you ever realized how many sins you have committed throughout your life up until now?
Sins are diminishing the holiness of your souls. Your sins making the light of the Heavenly Father’s love dimmer and eventually it will disappear.
Let me leave you this question to ponder. Will there be anything to replace the light that has gone from your souls, dear children?
May peace be with you,
Your Compassionate Mother
The Roadmap of Eternal Life
Sunday, July 11, 2010, 5:03 – 6:30 a.m.
My dear son, I know that you have a question and want an answer to clear your heart. I will give you the answer.
You want to know whether it is the right time to publish my book, “Mother Loves You, Book III.” And if it got published, what should it be to fit the situation at present? It is right that you did not comply with anybody’s demand.
I tell you the truth: wait until after August 15, 2010, Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary. It will be the right time for the publication of this book.
I might hurt Father Wichitr’s good intention, just a little bit. Please pass the word to him that I have no intention to deny his plan.
But as you know there are not too many people among your friends and relatives who dare to be my official witnesses, putting their testimonials in writing.
And this is the habit of Thai people that I thoroughly know and understand. You like to tell each other by the word of mouth which causes the distortion of the fact and makes it a rumor, having no meaning at all.
The reason it turned out this way because you were not taught to love reading.
How many people are there who keep a diary, recording their daily life as evidence and a reminder to themselves?
If you wait for people to write a lot of testimonials thanking me as Father Wichitr wishes, when will you succeed in getting them in your lifetime? You have already realized this, right?
It is the belief that has been passed on from generation to generation since childhood about supernatural events that humans could not explain and make them cautious of the benefit and harm of those events and think that they relate to sacred things, isn’t that right?
Don’t be surprised that your friends and relatives are more interested in miracle than my teaching. If this book got two of these subjects, you already know which one your friends and relatives will read, not my teaching which can be used for real and in your daily life.
And this is one of the reasons why I did not teach anything more. I have already taught you a lot, my dear children.
You were glad when you got two of my books but how many of you have put my teaching to use in your lives.
I want to see my teaching grow in your lives. It is not for anybody else, it is only for you my children.
I only have love and goodwill for you. I don’t want to be a sacred thing to which you have to cautiously pay homage to avoid punishment if I am not pleased with you.
Do you willingly believe in the power to give benefit and harm more than my love?
At this point, I believe that Father Wichitr must understand what I have been trying to tell him. My love for him has not diminished. I understand his good intention.
But if you have to choose to do only one thing, think about the most valuable benefit. Think of the benefit for limited resource of the publication, time of everyone who takes part in preparation of this book and most importantly the benefit for the souls of all of you, my children.
Don’t waste the investment. Don’t allow my book to be abandoned and gone to waste.
You don’t know that my teaching is the roadmap leading you back to our real home in heaven. If you only read, look at it and don’t put it to use, you are still at the same place.
The Roadmap of Eternal Life must be used willingly by you, with only faith and love which will guide you to the destination.
The gate of heaven is wide open, ready to welcome all of you in. Don’t give up, my dear children. I will always give you encouragement.
May peace be with you,
Your Compassionate Mother
The Teaching is Life
Saturday, July 24, 5:46 – 6:48 a.m.
(I put this message and the following one next to each other because they are intertwined. I often asked Mother Mary what to do with “Mother Loves You, Book Three.” Mother told me to get ready for the work that I could do and I would know what to do when the timing is right.)
My dear son, I hear you all the time. And now is the time for you to record my message again. Don’t worry. Just get your mind and soul to be in the state of readiness.
There are several projects ahead of you. Just hurry up and do what you can for now. Thank you for keep asking me, not letting your mind decide to do the work of heaven by your own conviction.
I know that you feel uneasy because you have to be obedient. It is all right. You will know what to do when the timing is right. Have trust in me.
(Today I am going to pray at Lamsai and Mom suggested to me, in advance, what I have to do. It makes me believe that everything I will do today is her wish.)
Today is the first day that you will bring my teaching to be a part of your brothers and sisters’ lives. Do not feel bad about the amount of the books you have to use for this purpose.
See, listen and think along. This is what you have to start, from here.
You must ask your brothers and sisters what benefit they have received for their souls from my teaching today and what they want to put to use in their daily life. Is there anybody who puts it to use and receives benefit from it?
Today is the starting point for every one of you to learn together how to use my teaching in your daily life. You must start now.
My love has been kept in the book for too long.
The sadder part is some of my books have never been read, not even a single page.
And quite often, my books have been covered or under other stuff and you do not care that my love is in those books waiting for you.
Humans often don’t value what they got until they lose it. Humans have been like this throughout the ages, in every age. No change. And my love for you has never changed too.
(Mom’s love is so great. Her words, seems simple, hit home. I got all shook up and feel so ashamed of my sins.)
Remember that I love you very much. I don’t feel repulsive toward you, regardless of how dirty your souls are. I am ready to come to hold you in my arms again whenever you come to a realization and call for me.
My stray children, I am very happy when you willingly come back to me. Let my love protect you and be on top of your will in order for me to help you through the obstacles in this world and lead you to our real home in heaven safe and sound.
I want to warn you with love and goodwill to be watchful of your free will because your number one enemy will use your free will to destroy you. So don’t blame anybody when there is a disaster happens to you, you choose this disaster yourself.
You must prepare for today task. Hurry up and take care of it. Go with my love.
May peace be with you,
Your Compassionate Mother
In front of Mother Mary’s grotto, Holy Family Church, Lamsai, Pathum Tani
Sunday, July 25, 2010, 3:05 – 3:15 a.m.
(I started praying tonight by doing the Contemplative Prayer first. When my mind was still with Mother Mary, I brought out “Mother Loves You, Book Two” to be used for praying the Rosary of Our Lady of Sorrows.
The procedure for praying tonight has been changed because there was a preparation of the mind to meditate on the Mysteries as shown in the book and to close the eyes and visualize along too.
I told brothers and sisters who wanted to receive a guidance or answer from Mother Mary to pray and open “Mother Loves You, Book Two” after finishing each decade.
It was a miracle that each one of them received the answer they wanted even though Mother Mary’s messages were recorded by me two years ago.
The contents of the messages are in present time and fit the situation of everyone just like Mother Mary has answered their questions through the messages.
Mom told me to ask them how they were going to use the answer in their daily life, making tonight praying to have homework to be done at home.)
My dear children, now you start to understand how to make my teaching your lives.
Today is a good opportunity for you to practice here together. When you go home, don’t forget what you have learned together here today.
You must continue to practice and put it to use. I want my teaching to be your lives.
I already told you that I have given you the roadmap of eternal life. You know, you see and you understand, now is the time to put my teaching to use in your real life.
Do not give up, my dear children. At first, you might feel it is too difficult and ask yourselves why you have to hustle like this.
Do not listen to the distracting voice of the devil. Whatever is beneficial for your souls, the devil and his minions seek to destroy it as fast as they can.
Children, do not accept this feeling. Call out for me and you will be protected.
(Tonight is the first time that Mom did not critique or gave additional advice for our praying.
Mom is the teacher and mother, both at the same time.
And that is why Mom gave us a question to ponder what we did tonight that made her skip the critique.)
My message today might be simple and does not have much food for thought. Let you my children ponder the reason why. A student is not reprimanded by the teacher. A child is not scolded by the parents. How do you behave?
Be proud of yourselves. Now you have found the light and the way. Continue to march on. The light will lead you to peace and tranquility in this world.
Children, keep this virtue to be with you all the time.
Today is another day that the Lord mercifully grants a special occasion to all of you.
Come, my dear children. Come and ask for the blessing from Him.
May peace be with you always,
Your Compassionate Mother
The Missing Love
Sunday, August 1, 2010, 7:58 – 9:07 a.m.
My dear children, thank you for preparing all the activities to pay me homage this month. If you really want to pay me homage, I want you to prep your minds and souls to be in the state of readiness.
It is not for me, it is for you. I am not going to be happy to see your big celebration from the outside but each of your soul is dirty with sins. It is true that humans could not see it.
You can hide your sins from them but I and those in heaven see what you do all the time.
Dear children, find time to rest, go over your conscience and clean up your souls.
This is the most valuable gift that every one of you can give me without buying it from anywhere else. This is what I want most. Can you do it for me?
It is a good idea that you want to do something special for me. I thank all of you for your goodwill.
But I have a question for you: What do you want between people who want to be nice to you for one special day and the rest of the year have never paid attention to you or friends who always treat you nicely the whole year but don’t have a special celebration for you?
Children, think about it.
The world in present encourages humans to seek pleasure and happiness for flesh only. There are many of you my children who have everything but still feel lacking of happiness and are still seeking other worldly stuff to fill this hunger.
If you are one of them, I tell you the truth that the thing you need to seek most is discovering yourselves. You don’t need to have a lot of money to be able to find yourselves. It is an equal opportunity that the Heavenly Father gave to every one of you.
Peace must begin in your hearts. You do not have to seek anywhere else. But how many people are there in the world at present who want to give up worldly activities in order to find themselves spiritually?
Most of sicknesses happen because you do not take a good care of yourselves and from anxiety built up inside you, isn’t that right?
There is no benefit in doing everything to acquire wealth when your health, physically and spiritually, is deteriorating. I want to leave this question for you to ponder and think over what you want in your lives.
I want you to care more about your own family members’ feelings. You have to hurry up to go to work early in the morning and come home late in the evening. How often that you do not greet them and pay attention to them but you have time for other people?
Look at it with justice in your hearts.
How long have you abandoned your parents, brothers and sisters who are your own family members? How often do you think that if they got something on their minds, they will tell you?
Dear children, you do not need anybody to tell you the time to express your love and caring feeling. It is a valuable gift that you can give endlessly.
You gladly give love and caring feeling to other people in order to receive these feelings in return, isn’t that right?
But why are you so stingy with love and caring feeling with your own family members?
Today I want only one minute from you.
Think about whom you have neglected even though they are your own family members. Dad, Mom, older relatives, brothers, sisters, husband, wife, children and even workers in your home equally deserve to receive your love and caring feeling.
Can you spend one minute for your own family members?
Look into their eyes and you will see the joy and welcome- home feeling, like you have been away from a long journey, even though you have not gone anywhere.
Today you might not understand it because you are not in that situation but someday you will be the one who will be waiting, and then you will understand the feeling of loneliness in the midst of people from members of your own family.
I hope that what I have told you today will be a reminder for you to realize how long you have been neglecting your own family members. Go back and fill up the missing love.
Go and you will know that you do not have to seek from anywhere for the love you will receive in return, you can find it in your own homes.
May peace be with you always,
Your Compassionate Mother